004.

i broke the fast
woke up just before 5am, my chest was so tight i could barely breathe, serves me right for insisting the cat sleeps in my room.
i weighed myself first, no change at all.
(well 0.2lb gain but it's probably water weight)
so i had a 1/4 slice of pizza :/
AT 5AM.
piggypiggypiggy.
oink.
half of that pizza is roughly 360 calories so i had 180ish.
i was supposed to be having 200 today. that's ruined already.
i ended up eating over 1400 calories.
no exercise.
ARGH.
such a fatty.
i won't list what i ate on here because it's too shameful.
basically no veggies or anything.
failure.
i see my friend F at the weekend, she's so skinny it makes me cry, i'll try & get some photos ;)

wherethefuckismywillpower?


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